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this summer

i want to fuck hard,
i want the fridge in the kitchen shaking,
i want my four poster to jump and shake in tap dance as i fist,
anal lick and titty flick.

i want to fuck hard this summer,
the heat melting skin on skin,
mixing body oils and sweat and cum and tears streaming from cumming
i want to fuck hard.

I want a woman who’s going to pull up to my bedroom door,
i want her fat,
i want her thin,
i want her with a clit the size of a jalapeno pepper,
long, taut and flexible,
wet and packing a heat that will set my taste-buds tingling,
my mouth salivating.
i want to fuck hard,
i want to get lost in the hood of a clit i met this morning
and will spend the rest of the afternoon praying to,
i want to spend hours kissing the fold of her ass,
the crease in her armpit and the back of her legs,
i want to fuck hard.

i want to drown in litres of cum, of wet…
i want to sms ‘i miss your wet’ and change sheets in preparation for more
i want to fuck hard.

i want a woman tall,
i want a woman short.
i want her to lift me,
i want to lift her.
i want heavy lifting from the ground to my bed,
from my bed to the bathroom sink.
i want to fuck till it breaks and have to call Paul to come fix it quick.
i want a woman short, to lift her from the butt-
her pussy in my face and eat.
i want to fuck hard, i want to fuck long this summer.
i want to fuck till my housemate leaves the house at three am
to look for ass his damn self.

i want to fuck hard,
i want to use the black gloves i got as imports until they all done,
i want to shop for lube until the shop assistant laughs when
i come in through the door,
handing it over without being asked,
cashing me in and saying goodbye.

i want to be in pussy till my mouth knows that as the flavor for dinner and breakfast.
i want to bruise my mouth with bush.
i want to swim inside a tall woman,
a short woman,
a soft woman,
a hard woman,
a thin woman,
a fat woman,
a jelly woman,
a stone woman,
a fist me first and i’ll fist you back woman,
a no conversation before i jump your bones woman,
a climb in the bed with one thought woman,
i want to fuck hard this summer
cos that’s what all seasons are there for but
i happen to love fucking hard and long in this crazy

Pam featuring in Faces & Phases (2010)
by Zanele Muholi

About Pam Dlungwana

‘She is a researcher, translator, co-ordinator, writer, poet.’