its always strange
When people look at me and get shocked
When they find out that I masturbate
You see they say butch/tom lesbians don’t masturbate
Because apparently most of us don’t like being touched
Well I’m not that kind of lesbian
Actually I’m not that kind of woman
And if I lived on my own it would be included in my daily routine
Because how else am I going know myself
How else will I know you?
I’m the kind of woman that is not a fan of watching porn
And if I do it must get straight to the point
I don’t give a shit about the storyline
I actually get off easy by reading
I like reading porn
The story always makes me anxious as if I was there
As a fly on the wall
The internet has so many of these stories
Woman on woman
My first time with her
When she touched me
When I came
When she pulled out a toy
My first toy experience
These titles are endless…and the stories excite me
I love the descriptions of some of these stories
And by the time I get to the conclusion I’ve already got my eyes closed
Creating my own introduction
I’ve had more orgasms with my thoughts
Then I have had physically
Because you see my thoughts take me to faraway places
Places where gravity doesn’t exist
Where I’m fucking on a cloud
Fucking in the night sky
Grabbing stars to hold back my quivering
I’ve fucked in places I’ve never been
My list is endless
Sometimes in my mind I rewind to the things that I have done
The nunnery, don’t ask me
I think about the peaks of my sex life
Where I slept with women and had no conversation
Women that only used their eyes to have me
Woman that wanted to know more than meets the eye
Women that wanted to be held after
Women that passed out as soon as they came
Women that came with waterfalls
Women that screamed loudly
Women that moaned gently
I’m talking about women that have dominated me
Women that never gave me a chance to be on top
Women that made me quickly take water breaks
Damn I have gone to places
Not only in my mind
You see I love sex
I love the word vagina
I love the word pussy too
I love shy women
That beat around the bush
I love straightforward women
That ask for what they want
In fact take it without asking
I love women that are not afraid to masturbate in front of me
You see another thing about me
Is that I’m the type of woman that
Likes to look
I want to see the journey
I don’t want to find myself at the end
I love looking
And by that I mean telling you how you look like so
I don’t mind if you say it’s weird
I can be in between your knees for minutes
Just taking in the aroma of your flower
I’ll use words like
I’ll even place it in a different angle just to see it differently
And start describing it again
I’ll use words like
You see I’m the kind of person that is very comfortable
With the topic of sex
I am a butch lesbian
That shaves her vagina
Sometimes I trim it down
That all depends on my mood that day
I like being kissed on the neck
I like being teased
I like being taken…touched
I like being scratched
I am a butch lesbian
That loves to go down
I love touching, kissing necks
I love ass
I love the female body
I love its stretch marks
I love its smoothness
I love its bumps
I love its curves
I love every woman that embraces it
And looks at themselves and
Says that they are beautiful
Because I am a butch lesbian
That looks at herself and thinks
My gosh I’m a beautiful woman.
by Andiswa Dlamini
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Wow, wow! It’s like you were right in my head when you wrote this. I can relate to the max. Thank you so much for this amazing piece Andiswa.
#proud butch who just love all women!
my my MY..I think I need anaa shower
That just made me giggle
i do masturbate!
this is good.i mean relly good
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Yea yea yes!!
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