2014 June 20: Spana my child

by Pam Dlungwana

How do you describe Inkanyiso to a foreign audience?
What is it?
Is it an artist’s itch to get back into the activist pool because that is how they have framed their practice in the global sphere?
Is it an philanthropological knee jerk from someone who has some cash flowing their way and wants to channel international guilt funds via the afro-queer expressway?
Is it an effort of one individual to Sankofate* back into that which they are most familiar, a space of radical and grassroots (to borrow a once abused ANC expression) community activism with links to an umbilical narrative digital reality and reportage on afro-queerity and all that encompasses in one easily accessible space?
I think it is the latter, that at least is what I told a room full of Belgians attending the screening of ‘Difficult Love’ on Monday  the 16th of June 2014 at Bozar Palais Des Beaux Arts.

 

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Zanele Muholi was invited to be a part of Christine Eyene’s ‘Where We’re At!’ exhibition in Bozar this past week and because she had obligations with her alma mater at Ryerson Image Center, Ryerson University in Toronto,  Canada, she asked me to go along as her avatar, charming! I look nothing like Zee and have none of her charismatic church leader qualities but we booked the flight and after a 13 hour flight I was on a train full of drunk Belgian football fans headed for the festival. I read up on the festival, Christine and some of the panelists featured in the festival programme.
I left South Africa on my birthday counts for why it is I was able to fly with ease, I am a nervous traveller and find that copious amounts of booze ease the grease, I snoozed all the way to and from, bless the prohibition mavericks.

On landing I met a friend at the Sheraton Hotel for a light lunch and ‘Howzit?
I took a shower and later a tram to Bozar for the artists’ talks and found the event informative, the audience curious and engaging.

I arrived at Bozar in time to hear Alberta Whittle speak on her works, which unlike other works (here I am talking on medium versus content) are throw-aways. There were posters which were very anti-thesis of commercial art but manage to pose pertinent questions on female representation in dance hall culture in the Caribbean.
I was struck by the nature of the work, where it performs itself (a hyper-public sphere) and how immediately accessible it was in terms of its visual content and was forced just minutes of that awe to reflect on it’s accessibility in terms of discoursive content within that space. (the taxi rank, the club, random public wall). I nodded and cheered as she spoke, she was one of a handful of artists that spoke in English and I was unashamed of my inability to express myself in French, fuck ‘em, they can’t even say my name right.

Post the talks we were entertained by the Palais Des Beaux Arts for a dinner at a restaurant close by. We mingled, mindless chatter (chatter of the networking kind – painful) and from this I was saved by Veronique, long time friend and collaborator of the centres CEO and Christine the exhibition curator. Thank you lawd for major miracles, I cannot lie where it counts.

At the end of the dinner we walked back to the hotel, we chatted, we were tired from the travel from our various homes (South Africa, Australia, DRC, France, etc…) everybody just wanted a slow lie in.

On reaching the hotel, I left my newfound crew and went out in search for queer central instead where I met Manuel and Mateo and enjoyed Chimay Blonde (a beer I have an APB on in our local fridges it’s not even a slight joke) and some tasty ass Brussels drag fun. Gawd bless the Queens!! I slept at four am, happy as a lark.
Happy birthday Ms Pam, you sure deserve the fun!!
I dreamt of little, not my talk at 8pm the next day, not of shopping, not of my girlfriend or that tasty piece of ass I couldn’t get two breaths in to even mac at the club. Sleep of the dead.

 

Muholi on Agenda cover

Muholi on Agenda cover… for “Where We’re At! Other Voices on Gender”

 

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2014 June 13: Lesbian invisibility in grumbling Sao Paulo

by Valerie Thomas


Location: Goethe Institut, Rua Lisboa, Sao Paulo, Brazil
 

Zanele Muholi participated in the Varzeanas cultura de futebol [i]  festival organized by the Goethe Institut ongoing in Sao Paolo from the 7th of June until the 13rd of July 2014.

Zanele Muholi introduced three documentaries: “Thokozani Football Club’s: Team spirit (2014)” by Thembela Dick. “We live in fear“ (2013), a Human Rights Watch collaborated project co-directed by Zanele Muholi, Katherine Fairfax Wright and Malika Zouhali-Worrall, and a short “film4peace” titled Isililo (2013) by Zanele Muholi.

 

Muholi on the left seated next to the interpreter Tatiana Baliv responding to the audience Q&A. Photo by Valerie Thomas

Muholi  seated next to the interpreter Tatiana Baliv responding to the audience Q&A. Session conducted in Portuguese than translated to English.
Photo by Valerie Thomas

 

Muholi presenting some Faces and Phases at Goethe Institut, Sao Paulo, Brazil on the 13th June 2014.  Photos by Valerie Thomas

Muholi presenting some Faces and Phases at Goethe Institut, Sao Paulo, Brazil on the 13th June 2014.
Photos by Valerie Thomas

The two screening were followed by Q&A sessions. It was there then we had an opportunity to meet the Brazilian Female Black Bloggers, Blogueiras Negras, http://blogueirasnegras.org. They were very much aware of Zanele Muholi’s work[ii].

Jessica, one of the bloggers, incredibly energetic and full of hope was longing for black lesbian documentation in Brazil. Indeed, despite the opening of a gay museum in Sao Paulo, real lesbians archives are nowhere to be seen. The Museum itself seems to be struggling still to find a “main concept”.

During the conversation, many lesbian participants raised collectively their voices to denounce the invisibility of lesbianism, black lesbians and trans men in Brazil. They were contesting the unique proposition of the Brazilian women systematically half naked invading most of the public media. They were tired of the unrealistic women bodies dictated by the male society. They wanted to see alternative images. They wanted to see themselves. Hate crimes against lesbians were described as common, but never reported by the mainstream media, unless they were fully supported by horrific details, especially if happening in comfortable middle-class homes. We could feel the need for inspiration, queer histories from abroad to share, and many perspectives for future collaborative work.

Members of the audience listening attentively...

Members of the audience listening attentively…


And what happened to the World Cup opening in Sao Paulo in the meantime
?
First of all, the high density of the Sao Paulo is quickly overwhelming. The grumpy quietness regarding the 2014 World Cup was a bit unexpected there. We obtained very few comments concerning the World Cup beside the “it is complicated. We have so many issues to fight for still, regarding education, hospitals where we are lying on the floor and expensive public transportation”. We missed the demonstrations, always pushed back too fast and quick by the military police with tear gas, water and rubber bullets. We have been told about preventive arrests of potential protestors. The delusional was palpable. Experiencing street art and enjoying the legendary Brazilian warm welcome in the grumbling atmosphere of a city besieged by the military police was, let’s say, something else.

putadedei SP

 

Meanwhile, on the 13rd of June, a sex workers organization named Daspu [iii] was launching a fashion show and denouncing state actions against sex workers during the preparation of the Wold Cup in Brazil. Time to struggle against narrow-minds: “selling sex is a job with a certain degree of freedom” they said, “We are not all victims”.  Nobody doubts that some women and young girls were hold against their will. But what they were talking about Pride, Freedom, Sex and Human Rights and equality before the laws.

They are currently fighting in favour of the draft law Gabriela Leite that seeks to regulate sex work in Brazil, to be voted [iv] soon.

 

[i] http://www.goethe.de/ins/br/sap/ver/var/pt12864295.htm

[ii] http://blogueirasnegras.org/?s=zanele+muholi

[iii]https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1526606604233757&set=a.1377217112506041.1073741828.100006532951351&type=1&relevant_count=1

 

[iv] http://www.nswp.org/es/event/puta-dei-organised-the-brazillian-network-prostitutes-international-sex-workers-day

 

 

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2014 June 11:   The invitation letter and the photo from GI

 

 

 

 

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2014 June 16: Ze ungandibizi

by Mandisa ‘Thozie’ Mathe

Uze ungandenzakalisi ngamazwi akho arhabaxa!
Uze ungandibizi ngendoda wakuvukelwa bubu khwenkwe nenzondo
Uze ungandibizi ngendoda wakuvukelwa bubu ndlobongela bakho
Uze ungandibizi ngendoda kub ufuna ukuva ukuba impendulo yam izawuthini na ukuze wena ufumane ukundiphatha-phatha de uyofikelela emazantsi apho ubulindele khona impendulo!

Makuthi wakuvukelwa sisifo sobudoda bakho ukwazi ukuhambisa okwendoda eyindoda ucinge nzulu ngesibeleko sika nina phambi kokuba wenze okumasikizi kum!!!
Kanti uqumbelentoni na usezawu qhamisa wandise nje nawe kwedini uthso ngosapho olufana nam

Wakubona amabele esifubeni sam cinga okwendoda eqotho;
Ungazami nakancinci ukususa isidima nesithunzi sam ngokundi dlwengula ngamazwi akho nangobudoda bakho!!!
Kanti undibuzelani na ukuba kutheni ndinxibisa okwamadoda ekubeni ubona ukuba mna ndindim xa ndinje!

Noko ndilibhinqa kodwa ukudalwa kwam kenje nje ukundikhanyela!
Ukuba ngaba intlungu yakho ikukundibona ndinje nam andithandi ntonayo ndithobela umthetho wendlela emandiphile ngayo!

Kwamna nukuba ndandazile ndingekazalwa ngumama ukuba impilo yam izobanje nge ndaguqa kathathu ndababiza balithoba o-Amen ndimcele uSombawo angayivumeli lento yenzeke dendicele nokufumana umyeni obhetele kunawe oyindoda emadodeni lento inqabileyo namhlanje kude kubhetele nathi esidlala indima yamadoda amadoda ekhono siwabukele elichithachitha ilizwe lika Thixo sijongile!!!

Ngxe ndiselibhinqa noko kwenzeka njalo ndiyayazi indawo yam nokutya kwam lidolo phantsi ndithethe noSomandla wena uyazazi na????
Uze unganibizingendoda kuba ufuna ukuthatha ubumna bam nobu bhinqa bam ngobudoda bakho yiba yindoda emadodeni thethisana nam sibonisane ngezinto ezikukhathazayo ngobumna bam ndizowapholisa lomanxeba ngeempendulo ezimsulwa neziyinyani!
Ungandibizi ngendoda ubona amabele esifubeni sam!!!

Ze ungasibeki isandla sakho kum;
Undikhabe;
Undijije;
Undophule;
Ubusaphaze phantsi ubuchopho bam okwenja ithsyiswe yimoto ndixolele ubeze kuSombawo akandibizi ngendoda ebona amabele esifubeni sam
Uyandixolela naye ngobumna bam
Wathi xa wayehleli kweli uze kuphilisa izigulane kanti wandibona nam
Khumbula ukuba kwahlalwa phantsi kwahlwelwa kwade kwagqitywa ngempilo yam ukuchitha-chitha kwakho ubuchopho bam kuthetha ukuba wena wazi kakhulu kunaloThixo wahlela ubomi bam
Sixolele ke sobabini Mna no Thixo ngobumna bam ze ungandibizi ngendoda kuba ufuna ukundibulala.
Nam ndambuza uThixo ukuba uqinisekile nangam?
Wathi “usengumntwana wam ze ungasiyeki isandla sam nasebunzimeni”
Sixolele ke mna noThixo ze ungandibizi ngendoda xa ubona amabele esifubeni sam!!!!!
Ndoda usezakundi bulala na naxa usiva isikhalo sam?

 

 

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2014 June 16: Muholi on CBC Radio – Photos

 

 

2014 June 16:   Muholi on CBC Radio - Photos

by Erin Warner of Ryerson Image Center gallery
Where: Ryerson University, Toronto. Canada.

 

2014 June 16 after the interview @ cbc radio_1303

 

2014 June 16 after the interview at CBC radio_1296

 

… so many questions asked.

Interview transcript to be included later.

Happy World Pride Toronto!!!

Let us remember all those who did not make it up to this far due to prejudice, hate crime incidents and illness.

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Related links

Zanele Muholi offers insider’s take on LGBT South Africa

Twitter messages

@tech_cow
@MuholiZanele You spoke with such electrifying conviction on @CBCRadioQ
today – I love your passion!!
12:03 AM – 17 Jun 14

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Q@CBCRadioQ
“Each and every portrait is a life story”
@MuholiZanele on photos that don’t vilify/undermine: goo.gl/xirJwX
pic.twitter.com/HdFoCbicYq

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2014 June 11: The invitation letter and the photo from GI

 

2014 June 11:  Invitation letter and the photo from GI in Sao Paulo

Where: @Cine Olido, Sao Paulo, Brazil.

The group photo was taken by Valerie Thomas after the premier/ screening of two South African documentaries featuring my work and some friends who are participants in my visual documents.

Screened: ‘We Live in Fear’ (2013) and ‘Team Spirit’ (2013) by Terra Dick
Also presented the full series of Faces and Phases (2006 – 2014) with the cover photo of Lebo ‘Leptie’ Phume.

See the invitation letter below from my host of which I’m so grateful for…

2014 June 8 - 14 GI SP_Invitation letter zanele muholi

 

2014 June 10 E-flyer Festival Varzeanas

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2014 June 13: The first young transwoman from Daveyton to win Miss Gay Jozi 2014

Short profile

by Yaya Mavundla

 

According to Wikipedia,beauty pageant or beauty contest is a competition that mainly focuses on the physical beauty of its contestants, although such contests also incorporate personality, intelligence, talent, and answers to judges’ questions as judged criteria. The phrase almost invariably refers only to contest for women and girls; similar events for men or boys are called by other names and are more likely to be bodybuilding contests. Winners of beauty contests are often called beauty queens. Possible awards include titles, tiaras or crowns, sashes, savings bonds, and cash prizes.

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Miss Tee franked by her princesses when she won Miss Gay Jozi on the 17th May 2014…                   Photo by Smanga Shange.

I decided to discover what the newly crowned Miss Gay Jozi 2014, Miss Tee Menu (19) from Daveyton, Benoni when did she fall in-love with entering beauty pageants. I wanted to know what is her understanding with the word beauty pageant and her journey since she started entering the beauty contest samongst other things.

For the first time in history in Johannesburg, Gauteng. Zsa-Zsa Whitney of Club Simply Blue decided to launch a beauty contest for drag queens and transwomen Miss Gay Jozi last year, 2013. The question of why transwomen should partake in a “Miss Gay” pageant is a topic for another day.

The second year of Miss Gay Jozi saw a young transwoman from Daveyton takes the tittle home with the biggest cash prize any other drag beauty queen in Johannesburg ever won.

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Miss Tee featuring in Drum magazine, as ‘The Kasi Glamour Queer is here’

 

Here is what the beauty queen had to say on our little conversation.

Miss Tee is my female persona of Thabo Menu, who is now become a brand name

I was born in Kempton Park, Johannesburg

I’m a hairstylist and a designer, and I am currently working with IBQY5 which is a group of 5 young women, 4 Lesbians and 1 transwoman born-frees working on documenting other LGBTI born-frees in the townships.

I live with my mother, my elder brother Tumelo Menu, younger brother Tebogo Menu and Reneilwe Menu who is my younger sister.

I play netball on my spare time and help my mother with designs of the dresses I usually wear at beauty pageants and other events I attend.

My first pageant was in September 2013 and it was Miss Gay Daveyton.

I didn’t win it, I won the title Miss Photogenic which was implemented especially for me, it wasn’t planned as part of the pageant titles for the evening

My love to enter beauty pageants actually came after I entered my first pageant and I enjoyed the attention and it is when I realized that there is more to pageants than just looking pretty on stage

Lesiba Mothibe was my inspiration for my first pageant

I still look up to Lesiba Mothibe even today

My mother has been my inspiration throughout my pageants journey. hoo nkosyami…

Mhmmm, winning means achieving my goals

Winning Miss Jozi meant I’ve reached another level on my pageants journey and that means I’m getting closer to what I want to achieve.

I want to be one of the most well-known and inspirational transwomen models in the globe

No was my biggest competition at Miss Gay Jozi because I believed I had to bring out the best in me and I did just that hence the win.

Hoo! My challenges at Miss Gay Jozi were the fact I left one shoe and left my wigs at home and that meant I had to work with what I had.

I don’t know what went through my mind when I won Miss Gay Jozi, I was too excited. I didn’t expect to win, I thought I had chances of winning but having not attended the rehearsals I wasn’t sure anymore.

My prizes as the overall winner of Miss Gay Jozi, I received R6000.00 cash prize, a designer dress, a watch, from NWJ, CD hamper worth R6000.00, Club Simply Blue bar voucher.

Some of the titles I have won previously includes:
Miss Gay Daveyton Photogenic 2013,
Miss Uthingo 2013, Miss Simply Bue 2013.
2nd Princess, Miss Gay Soweto 2013
2nd Princess, Miss Valentine 2014
1st Princess, Miss Valentine 2014 – Miss Personality,
Miss Gay Queen of Queens 2014
2nd Princess and now Miss Gay Jozi 2014.

My mother is very happy with my achievements and she still wishes I achieve more

Sadly my father is not part of our lives so I do not know what he would have said seeing me achieve so much

I know some of my peers are happy for me but as we all know not everyone will be happy when you achieve your goals especially if it is the same thing they want

During my reign I want to make this tittle bigger than it is now, I want to challenge the next queen to work even harder than I did. More visibility for such beauty pageants is also my ultimate goal.

My dream in life is to be one of the most inspirational transwoman in in the globe.

What is your favourite magazine?

I love fashion so much so it will have to be ELLE Magazine

What is the biggest mistake you have done in your life?

Not believing in myself yet people knew I could achieve more than I thought I could.

High heels or flat shoes?

High heels, I just love high heels

Favourite TV programme?

The Link, presented By Lerato Kganyago on SABC1

New York or Dubai?

Both, I’ve always wanted to be there! Shopping in Dubai and with New York, I just want to see the place!

Happiness or Money?

Happiness

Actress or Presenter?

None! Kidding, maybe actress

Prawns or Fish

Fish, I find prawns creepy, they look like cockroaches

Cabaret or Motivational Speaking?

Motivational Speaking, I just feel there are people who needs the motivation I got from the people around me.

Camera or iPad?

iPad, why should I carry a camera where the iPad has both.

 

To connect with Miss Tee

Facebook: Thabo Tee Menu

E-mail: missteemenu@gmail.com

 

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2014 June 11: I am an educator

by Tsepo Kgatlhane

Last week was rough, NO! The past couple of weeks were rather hectic.  So much has been happening in my life. It feels as if I have lived a year in less than 4 months. I am trying really hard to remember everything I do and the emotions I go through on daily basis, hence I have decided to start keeping a
journal and share with you, what I go through weekly, in my pursuit of being the change I want to see in the world.

“I work very hard and I want young men and women to know you have to work very hard”– Maya Angelou

“They are all my children”
-Maya Angelou

When asked, I describe myself in four words: I am an educator. I work from Monday to Friday. I wake up at 6am to be at school at 7:15am to start teaching Life Orientation to grades 11 and 12; English FAL to grades 9 for 8 periods every day till 2:30 pm.  During breaks I also run various projects such as the Youth Citizen Project (YCAP) with grade 10 and 11 students focused on various campaigns to address the social and environmental issues in our school community.

I love my students and they love me too because I continuously motivate them to dream and have a vision and show them the critical role, education can play in their lives. I lead by example and excellence; I always make sure they see me work hard.

 “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”
-Philippians 4:13
I was recently nominated in the Volksblad, Anglo American, Northern Cape Citizen of the Year competition for all the philanthropic work that I do in my community.  ‘What an honor!’ is what I said to myself when I went for the interview round this past Friday in Kimberley. I hope it all goes well.  If you have ever been to the Northern Cape you would know how big this province is. I am one of 6 people to have been nominated in this category. I haven’t really expressed how happy I am, I have just used the
expression ‘I am humbled by the nomination’ over and over.

I do not want it to get to my head; I am truly humbled by it. I am trying. The Gala award ceremony was held on the 28 May in Kathu, approximately 45 kilometers away from Kuruman.
What will I wear and who will I take with me?
I have so many people who claim to be my friends just because they know me.

Wednesday, 28 May

I have been invited to address The Kuruman Women Agricultural Association (KWAA).
Not sure what it is but at least I got a brief about what they want me talk about, my Afrikaans show on Kurara FM. I cannot wait, it has been a long dream of mine to expand my brand and grow in the Afrikaans community. How am I going to do all this on Wednesday? Have to be productive at school, deliver a speech at the KWAA, get an outfit and be on time for the Gala event.

“If a human being dares to dream a great dream, dares to love somebody, dares to be Martin King, or Mahatma Gandhi, or Mother Teresa, or Malcolm X. If a human being dares to be bigger than the condition in which she or he was born, it means so can you” – Maya Angelou

Finally decided to call Thato Tfee Kaebis, spoke to him a few weeks ago and told him on night out that I need someone who can help me with my various projects and just be there like an assistant. So he came on Monday and he is going to be shadowing me for the next few weeks. I introduce him as my assistant but he is more than that to me. Thato reminds me a lot of my friend Gift, he is very talented.
He is only 23 and I remember where I was at age 23, gay and confused.

I was uncertain of what I was supposed to do with my life and whether teaching was the right career for me. My assistant, as I refer to him when I introduce him to people, came at the right time!

Today I was reminded that I need to submit my Grade 11 and 12 master files and learner portfolios for district and provincial moderation in less than 2 days, about 200 learner portfolios. How am I going to survive?

“I was here” – Beyonce

School has become a place that I do not like. I feel like I am always on defense, making my voice heard. Everyone has congratulated me on my nomination but I could not help but notice that the people whom I spend most of my time with did not say anything. I do not know what to make of it.  Is it jealousy, envy or hatred? Don’t know all I know is that I can stand people who do not like me because of my sexuality because that is largely due to ignorance but people who cannot even congratulate you when it is deserved are another story.

Haai Ke! Lucky enough for me, my mom warned me about such people who never give credit where credit is due. Today I was forced to say something in the information session and inform the staff that one of my students would be accompanying me to The Northern Cape citizen Gala dinner where the announcement will be made.  Only then was I congratulated.

“I have a dream that one day little black boys and girls will be holding hands with little white boys and girls” – Martin Luther King JR.

School came out at 2pm today and luckily I managed to get a lift to the venue where I was to deliver my speech. I couldn’t bear the thought of taking a taxi to town, hike to the venue and get there late. I hate being late and it is something that I am working on.

The Kuruman Women Agricultural Association is a women’s organization which offers its members personal growth which offers opportunities for personal advancement and community service. So after reading that on the program which was handed to me as I entered the hall I realized why I was invited to be the first speaker for the day and have to address middle aged and old women who made me feel welcome despite my skin colour. They were very interested in what I had to say and as to why I had been invited to address them.

“Goeie Middag dames en meneer, Ek voel baie geeerd om vanmiddag saam met julle hier te kan wees. Baie dankie vir die uitnodiging.”
They didn’t expect this. I spoke to them about my radio show which is on Saturdays and how I felt in 2012 when I was one of the first two presenters to have gone live on air. What an experience! One lady who gave me a lift back in to town  remarked that today’s KWAA gathering was very refreshing not sure what she meant guess she enjoyed having me there. I made a lot of contacts on the day and saw my former Librarian, Me Erasmus. She is old now and could not remember me but it was nice seeing her after all these years. It was a nice experience and wish I could have stayed longer but needed to get an outfit for the Gala dinner which was took place 3 hours later.

“There is no failure except in no longer trying”– Elbert Hubbard.

I got a very nice white shirt with black detail that I decided to wear with my white and black blazer and black chino pants. Outfit sorted. So now I needed to check on all the people I invited to confirm as to where we would meet and what time we would be departing. I invited my mom, aunt, her husband and younger brother. I also invited one of my students to come and bear testimony to what I always tell them and show them.  Nthabiseng, my friend who always travels with me, also accompanied me and I had to organize alternative transport at the last minute and invite 3 additional guests at the last minute one of them being a friend of mine.

I arrived about 15 minutes late – remember I hate it and I am working on it – to what was a beautiful event. If ever I wanted to feel appreciated Volksblad showed me how much they appreciated all I do. Got to meet some of the 6 nominees in my category and got to hear what they had done in their communities.  I am inspired not only by their stories but by Nianel singing too. I have always loved her.

Being nominated in the Northern Cape Citizen of the year competition and having my family and friends who have supported me in all my endeavors their really meant a lot to me .Words cannot adequately describe just how much. Unfortunately I wasn’t selected Northern Cape Citizen of the year for 2013 .The award went to a man who rescued a dog from the Big hole last year and who has dedicated his life to helping people. He forms part of the SAPS.

His beautiful wife whom I had the privilege of speaking to accepted the award on his behalf. He was a worthy winner as this was his second time having being nominated.
I feel honored to have been nominated alongside such a great man who has inspired me to keep on trying to be the change…

 

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2014 May 17: Unforgettable IDAHO speech

 

 

 

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2014 June 10: What fashion is… Not

I said…

Fashion is gendered
fashion is racialized
fashion is traditional
fashion is cultured
fashion is multilingual
fashion is colored
fashion is queer
fashion is sexual

 Fashion has a language
fashion is global
fashion is a state of economy

fashion is in Black and White
fashion is fake
fashion is fickle

Who decides what is or not?

Fashion is about you
and I
fashion is gay
fashion is Us
Fashion is my skin
fashion is the body
Hair is fashion
Fashion is Be-ing

Fashion is chemicalized
fashion is medicinal
fashion is botoxed
fashion is industry
Sanitized is fashion

Fashion is marginalized
fashion is homophobia
Sensational is fashion

Fashion is moneyed
Think– dollars, rands, yen, pounds, euros, pula…
fashion is an expression
fashion is my religion

Fashion is brutal
fashion is blind
bound
bent
bloody
Let Fashion Be…

Fashion is about production
fashion is political
corrupt
and corrupted

Fashion is racist
fashion is mixed – emotions
and emotional
fashion is camouflaged

Fashion is this, that, there, then
fashion is about time, timing, timelines
lifelines

Vintage is fashion
fashion is intergenerational
fashion is older than us
than you

fashion is young
fashion is no-sense

fashion is sex/sexual/sexuality
is sensual

Fashion is your mother,
your father,
your sister,
your brother,
your cousin,
your granny
with grey-ed hair
wisdom

Fashion is my family
and yours too
fashion is about relations
about relationships
we, humans communicate
through fashion

Yes
Fashion is universal beyond words
fashion is visual
if not photographic too
fashion revokes conflicts

Africa is where the fashion sense
content
context

Fashion is contained
Sexuality is not a fashion trend
We are all consumed by fashion
Ideas…

 

by Zanele Muholi
© 2014

 

 

 

 

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2014 June 11: @ Goethe Institut – Sao Paulo, Brazil

 

2014 June 10 E-flyer Festival Varzeanas

 

 

 

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