2014 Dec. 24: If things were going my way


Lebo Leptie Phume & Zanele Muholi interviewed some special friends about their Christmas wishes.

I grew up celebrating Christmas because that’s what everyone was doing and it’s not like I had a choice not to celebrate it. Even though I never understood why we celebrated the day, I did any way. All I cared about was getting new clothes from reconciliation day (December 16) until New Years Day.

Now that I am grown up, I have a choice not to follow what was set for us, but be the person I want to be. I don’t like this time of the year, hence I don’t celebrate Christmas but I wouldn’t say no to a gift.

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There are a lot of material things I would like for Christmas but they are not as important right now. My Christmas wish was to spend this holiday with the woman that is close to my heart. The woman who always finds a way to make me smile effortlessly, she is the pillar of my strength. I wished for a day full of love, laughter and joy.

We asked some acquaintances to share their Christmas wishes.

My wish for Christmas is simple but very important. I wish for internal peace in our homes, in my neighbourhood streets, in my place of worship, at work, socializing places and where I do my shopping. I wish to open my eyes and find my community at peace where no man or woman is ostracized or killed because he or she is different or is from a different country.

I wish to walk hand in hand with my partner and for the boys chilling at the corner to be at peace about it. I also wish more than anything that my wish becomes a reality and that things remain that way for eternity.
Bontle Khalo
I am growing up and starting to view things in a different light. As a kid I loved Christmas and looked forward to getting new clothes. We never received presents, so I have never looked forward to any presents. However, I started to question the relevance of Christmas Day to me as a child born in Africa. My plans for Christmas was to spend the day at a friend’s place eating, laughing and just having a good time.
Lerato Dumse
I’d really love to spend Christmas with my whole family including my fathers children, which will be thee best Christmas ever. I’ve never been able to spend such holidays with them because we all live with our mothers in different parts of Gauteng. A Christmas filled with love, laughter and peace.
Ayanda Masina

I wish for joy, peace, happiness, and love upon my family and to be happy as much as I can. To win the lottery so I can buy a house, car and I wish God can bless me with all I wished for.
May Phooko

I don’t celebrate Christmas but I do spend the holiday with family and I would love a two-day holiday.
Zandile Makhubela

All I want for Christmas is love, joy and happiness. There’s nothing I value more than family. Having people I love and care for under one roof is a gift on its own. Having a home cooked meal, prepared with love and laughter is what I want. Spending it at my late grandmothers house is a blessing because not only does it guarantee a great time, it is also a way of paying our respect to her.
Boitumelo Gumede

If things were going my way I would have spent my Christmas with my family as I usually do. I wished to be home for Christmas so I could spend it with my grandfather. I wished for a new phone or sneakers, go sleep in a hotel and get all pampered with full body massages. I also wish I could find suitable space for my business.
Bathini Dambuza

My Christmas wish is to have it humanly possible to meet Christ in person. I want to thank him personally for protecting me, giving me life and wisdom that is not acquired at any university but is rather acquired from life experiences and lessons. Mostly I’d love to have his blessings in achieving all my heart desires.
Mildred Maropefela.

If things were going my way, I would have bought myself a laptop and a new hard drive for Christmas. However, I opted to divert that money into a voice training and speech course. The reason is because it is my form of survival as an artist. The entertainment industry doesn’t take one seriously, if they do not have any formal qualification. This industry feels no need to respect an artist financially if they do not have a qualification. Cheers to 2015 making us rich and famous. Love and blessings.
Christie Van Zyl

I would like to wish my late Phumy a Merry Xmas. It really hurts to spend this Christmas without her, and I would like to receive a card from my Phumy, but I cant. Merry Xmas to her…may her soul rest in peace.

Bengizojabulisa umndeni wami. Abashana bami bengifisa ukuthi bangafikelwa umunyu wokuthi akasekho ubaba wabo. Bebezogqoka izimpahla ezintsha kusasa lomncane ngangimuthembise i biycle. Umawam’ ngangimthembise imali yokuzithengela nje into ayithandayo.

Bengizitshele ukuthi sizogqoka kahle sonke, ngiqashe imoto iyosihambisa emathuneni soyobavakashela abafowethu ababili nobaba esebelele khona laphaya eMobeni Hieght. Kuyimaye sibuya sesiphana izipho, sesidla isidlo sase mini ndawonye. Ukube bengine mali eyanele kahle bengizoba nokhisimusi omuhle.
Teekay Khumalo.

If things went my way, I would have a production house registered. What I would like to receive is production equipment (Mac book pro 15-inch with media software such as final cut pro, motion, garage band, adobe suite, sound equipment, IPad with an attachable keyboard), and a pair of all stars.
Lebo Mashifane

Wow! Ok, for me I would like to receive a new car for Christmas or a new outfit.
Pastor Z. Zungu

 

 

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2014 Dec. 21: Sealing the union of love

by Lerato Dumse 

A generous dose of ululating, praise and tears of joy was dished out, during a two-part engagement ceremony at Victory Ministries Church International (VMCI). The last leg of Bathini Dambuza and Portia Dludlu’s engagement announcement (known as Ukuphakamiswa) took place at the Durban branch, on Sunday 21 December 2014.
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Singing praises is the First Lady of VMCI church in Durban featuring the newly engaged couple Portia & Bathini Dludlu

 

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The Pastor, the couple and the groom’s mother in pink…

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The couple (Portia & Bathini Dludlu) receiving blessings from Pastor Z. Zungu


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Jacqui Mseleku-Ngwane sang a melodic musical item…
Their event coincided with the Christmas and Family Sunday service, held
inside the big and beautiful Denis Hurley hall, at Diakonia Council of Churches Centre. Pastor Z. Zungu, who leads the LGBT headed church, took to the podium to share the Sunday sermon with congregants who had packed inside the hall.

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The preacher started by highlighting the importance of family and thanked
the church members’ relatives who attended the family Sunday service.
The preacher also rebuked parents of homosexual children, who
continue to support homophobic pastors, and even give offering and pay
tithes “sustaining their livelihoods” said Zungu.

 

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© Photos by Zanele Muholi (21/12/2014). Durban

 

After preaching and sharing a scripture as part of the Christmas
service, Zungu called Portia to come to the front, then made the announcement about the engagement and requesting for Portia to go and bring her bride to the front. While the church sang and praised, Portia, Bathini and her (Portia’s) mom walked hand-in-hand, casually walked to the front.

The couple’s union started with lobola negotiations at bathini’s home on December 13. Followed by the first announcement at VMCI’s Johannesburg branch the following day.

The Joburg church is hosted in Room 54 at Thulani Primary School, Soweto and was packed with church members, as well as family and friends of the two lovebirds.

Bathini fulfilled her dream of looking like a princess for her special day. She wore a beautiful long dress, neatly platted dreadlocks, and silver shoes, with matching accessories. While Portia complemented Bathini’s outfit with her black pants, shirt, stilettos and a matching cream white bowtie.

Portia expressed her jovial mood by singing that “God does good things for her,” before going down on one knee declaring her intentions to always love, provide a home, and ensuring that there is always food on the table for Bathini.

She ended her sweet words with, “I humbly request you to join the Dludlu family”. Upon accepting the request, Bathini shared that she always prayed to get married at the age of 30, to someone she “loves regardless, will grow grey hair with, and wear false teeth together.”

With tears of joy flowing from the couple and some congregants, the pair hugged tightly.

Pastor Nomsa Mazibuko then blessed the rings after reading from Mark 10:9
“What therefore God has joined together, let not man separate.”

Mazibuko then imparted some words of wisdom by informing them about the importance of communication, and reminding them that, “love has no grudges.”

The duo was further advised to observe the five Ts to help sustain their union. They are Thanda (love), Themba (trust), Thinta (touch), Thobe (humble) and Thumeka meaning to be obedient.

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Happy couples from Left to Right Hon. Pastor Z. Zungu, the First Lady of the Church (VMCI) Mrs MaGesh Zungu, Bathini Dambuza – Dludlu and partner Portia Dludlu.
Back row: Happy & Vuyi Mchunu.

 

 

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2014 Dec.25: My pleasant Christmas

by Lebo Mashifane

Previously I spent my Christmas days by going to church then back home to my grandmother’s house to eat Sunday food and dessert. When I became a university student in Cape Town I celebrated it with my lover, at the time. Later on when I was single I then spent it alone. Another year I spent it with friends. However, this year’s Christmas has been different and memorable like in 2009. I was with my sweetheart’s lovely family in the South of Jozi. Their warmth and welcoming home is so beautiful from all its corners.

We made the preparations the night before which required that we buy a bottle of beer. To my surprise, I thought that mom had intended for her own consumption, only to realise that she needed it for the meat (gammon) she was cooking. I didn’t know that beer could be used to prepare meat, I thought wine was.

I woke up around 5am thinking of how bloated I felt, which made me panic as I was looking forward to having a feast. What kept me excited however was photographing my newly found family. There was a beautiful, sunny ambiance, environmentally and emotionally. Sweety promised to see to it that I have a good time and I sure did.

We ate such hearty food made with love. Extended family members came over for Christmas lunch and it was lovely to meat, I mean meet them. We enjoyed a healthy balanced meal which was just sufficient. The Soil (SA afro pop music group) kept us company as they emanated from the car sound system singing songs such as “We are family”.

It was lovely to see the bicycle (in the backyarkd) that has a child seat. Present, were dedicated fathers who showed that they cared for their families for example sharing bicycle skills with the youngsters as they cycled backwards while carrying a baby passenger on the baby’s seat.

 

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Happy family enjoying the photo taking moments…

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Lebo having fun with Lwandile (Sweety)

 

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At the same family photos were taken including a group photo of everyone who was at the gathering. It was really beautiful how they were keen on participating in that photoshoot. None of which were intended to lend anywhere in particular but on family memories. They looked so beautiful in their dresses, jeans and shirts, and then some of us had on shorts and flip flops.
Two boys, born in the year 2014 wore red and white Christmas hats – rocking the new age St Clause look.

It was stunning how each group of nuclear family members were quite creative with their brilliant poses such as simultaneously jumping in the air. Symmetrically laying on the grass holding hands and posing by the best bicycle, etc. Even after all the eating, the family did not stop playing. The mother of the house and her first born (both “just above 25, yet just under 60”) were running around in the street. In that case the mouse was chasing the cat…only on Christmas day would you get that miracle hey…when the sun is said to be dancing at 5am. Is that really true?
And all this chasing was not for cheese, but I think for a rubber ball. This ball was the cause of carbs digest, the way it kept the family of all ages and genders, patrolling on quiet suburban streets.

I would rather not post the various pictures so as not to abuse my privileges of being granted permission to post the group picture. Although I would really love to share more, visually, because that’s my thing. It was pleasant enough to have them say “no problem”. My biological family would definitely decline my plea, they probably wouldn’t even want me to capture them.

So here’s a question I was asked to answer.
“If things were going your way, what would you like to do or receive for Christmas?”

hhhhhhooooooo this question teases my fantasy. First of all I don’t quite understand what Christmas really is; with the career choices I have made Christmas is another day to work. The work which I love, which I can do anytime of the year, which is capturing videos and photos especially of arts events. People spend the day with family, that is lovely. Family gatherings, lot’s of food and for others it means alcohol and parties.

So to answer the question

The most amazing event would be if a flying chariot, propelled by deer, with elves and a saint were to roam the skies dropping off gifts. Then if things were going my way I would be receiving a neatly rolled certificate and a thinly packed envelope – handed to me by the saint, self then the most queer elf ever would hand me my sack of gifts, and then a genderless deer would bow before me so I can stroke it on the head and kiss its horns. So now let’s get to the finer details of what content would be in my gifts!!!

*rubbing hands*

The neatly rolled certificate would be my production house certificate of registration.

The thin layered envelope would be vouchers that allow me to redeem production equipment (cameras, sound suites, lighting suites, editing programmes/applications/suits, computers and laptops) at stores such as Mac, Cannon, Panasonic and and and.

The sack would have no boxes… just new pairs of Converse All Star Chucks and keys to a VW micro bus and Recreational Vehicle that is fully equipped and has a shower, toilet, kitchen and sleeping area. I’m talking about a caravan of love! My mini mobile studio/slash nomad soldier residence.

My black beauty (camera) is comfortable in people’s hands, as we share her to take photos, make and mark memories. I love it when people around me are interested in learning photographic skills.
I love shooting as much as I love people that shoot. Yes I love both guns and soldiers and if my kind of war (of capturing moments) was an army then I would be grateful to recruit troops. Cannons supplied to equip us with victory to regain black power, using black beauty.

Now to my 2015 budget speech… *clear throat*…*fix spectacle possition*

My name is Lesbo (silent “s”) and with a fist in the air I say

WOZA 2015!
WOZA 20FistTeam (silent “s”).

 

 

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2014 Dec. 3: Beauty

She is beautiful
But she doesn’t know it or maybe
She chooses to hide her beauty
In the exterior of her hard face …
So, okay she has a hard face
And the thing is she hides her softness
In the moments that she tries not to smile
Her softness is gently imprinted
Like a soft kiss in all the faces
She has captured with her eyes
I tell you
She gives you pieces of herself
Behind the lens with every snapshot, click, still frame moment that she captures
She tells you her story
No-body looks at her carefully captured like the photos she has taken…
no-body looks at her without her name
I have looked at her without the weight of her name
Without the things she stands for
I realised that she is beautiful
With every hour she blinks approximately 1200 times
and in that time she tells you her story
Not the one that everybody knows
She tells a story of a love loss
A mother who left too soon
To see the life she built for her daughter
A mother who left too soon to see
Her daughter’s identity
Her daughter’s success
She left too soon
But she can see the legacy her daughter is making with a name she gave to her
See can see her but can’t tell her
How she feels
This is just one of the stories
These stories are a part of het beauty
When I look at you
I see that your dreadlocks hold
The memories of these streets you have travelled with every curl
You have a twist to the stories
You want to create
And they have become the construction of your being
Your mind tells us the measurement of a world
We see through your eyes
Because you see beauty in strength
The strength of women that love women,
men that love men,
women hidden in men, men hidden in women
You see their beauty and you allow them to stand beautifully
constructed in their own eyes
I know that when I look at you
I see beauty because I see
That you see beyond the socially constructed idea of beauty
and that makes these portraits beautiful… Zanele,
that makes you beautiful.


© Andiswa Dlamini

3/12/2014

 

 

A tribute to Faces and Phases.

 

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2014 Dec. 12: Muholi presents Faces and Phases (2006 -14) at home

by Lerato Dumse

Zanele Muholi’s family and friends gathered for the Durban instalment of Faces and Phases 2006-14 book launch, hosted on Friday 12 December, at W section Cinema Hall, Umlazi.

The award-winning photographer who was born in Umlazi has invested the past eight years engaging with black lesbians and Transgender individuals from different South African provinces and beyond, capturing their black and white portraits.

Muholi said the book is meant to be part of the 20 years of democracy that South Africa celebrates in 2014.

Load shedding which has become a thorn in many South African’s lives threatened to disrupt the event when the lights went off at the hall without prior warning.

However, candles which were prepared as back up to the country’s unreliable electricity system saved the day, ensuring that the launch goes ahead as planned.

Muholi landed back in SA on Friday morning to attend the launch, after travelling for a month, hosting launches in New York, Stockholm, Amsterdam and France. The first book launch was in Germany in September 2014.

Four of the 250 portraits in the book, feature participants from Umlazi who were invited to be part of the special event, which saw Muholi celebrating her work at home.

People braved the rain to be part of the intimate event, which was full of heartfelt speeches from the audience and panel.

Muholi thanked the guests for coming, sending out a special thanks to her family. She reminded the audience that some Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender and Intersex (LGBTI) people don’t get support from their families, while hers is very understand. Despite her relationship with her big biological family, Muholi said she continues to make new family with various people she meets through her work.

Muholi expressed her wish of going around the country and documenting voices and pictures of people like her. She said Durban has the potential to show the world it has people who are trendy because people undermine KwaZulu Natal calling it a rural area, meaning they need to work extra hard.

The artivist said as LGBTI people they never had positive images from the media and television, because even the LGBT story lines and characters on television, are played by straight people.

Muholi shared that she met many of the Durban participants through her sister, Lizzy Muholi and how she needed to share the intimate space at the launch with people she knows and who understand the work she does.

The author closed by saying the LGBTI community should teach their families how they want to be addressed, and that they deserve to be recognised and respected.

 

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Our special guest and participant, Nondi Vokwana…

Nondi Vokwana is a participant, who travelled from Cape Town to be one of the guests in attendance. She said she is Xhosa by birth and hails from Stellenbosch Kayamandi and Gugulethu in the Western Cape.

“I want to thank Zanele, even though she is saying thank you to us. My reason for thanking her is because the book, her life and work helps to show communities that being lesbian doesn’t mean you are a drug addict, Some of us are hard workers” She went on to share that she works as a facilitator at Vision Africa, who started working with Primary School children, before moving to High School children.

 

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Participants in Faces and Phases series:  (L-R) Nondi Vokwana, Gazi Zuma, Teekay Khumalo, Lerato Dumse and Zanele Muholi.
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Our friends who came all the way from Johannesburg to give support are Sekara Mafisa and Mlungisi Msomi.

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Luh Cele, Thokozani Football Club (TFC) player, nurse and academic who spoke during the book launch…

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Activist and TFC player who has since started her own soccer after meeting the photographer… © Photos by Nhlaka Muholi (12/12/2014)

 

 

Vokwana praised the book for giving LGBT people good exposure, adding that she can take the book to her grandmother who is supportive, to show that she is also educated, knows her place around elders in the street and goes to church.

Such projects show that we are not only about sex, girls and alcohol.

Since being introduced to Zanele on Christmas Eve in 2011 by a friend, Vokwana has made so many  friends, including in Durban for the book launch.

“This book is our voice, to help us stand up for ourselves, when we are being criticized and told, ‘we are changing nature’. Such projects help us respond to attacks without losing our temper, Faces and Phases also reveals we are many, and there is strength in numbers.”

Vokwana said she never chose to be gay, but rather accepted the fact that she’s gay. She believes that had she tried to please her mom and community, she would have been lost.

“I knew nothing about lesbians, I only saw gay men, I’m one of the first lesbians to come out in Kayamandi and sticks and stones were thrown at me, at first it was hard, but now everyone knows me and don’t have bad things to say about me,” she added.

Older sister Lizzy Muholi said as the Muholi family they are proud and love Zanele as she has put their surname on the map.

She further proclaimed her love for LGBTI people, as many of them in Umlazi call her mom. “As the Muholi family we thank everyone who makes it possible for the work that Zanele does to be a success.

 

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Margaret Muholi, Zanele’s eldest sister referred to her by her childhood nickname “Coca Cola” before echoing her sister’s words for their love for the LGBTI community.

Margaret thanked Zanele for her progress, bravery, and coming out to collect fellow brothers and sisters to come together and produce this book.

“What is written ensures that even great-grandchildren can read it. This life you are living has been in existence for a long time, it is just that in the past people were in hiding,” she said before returning to her seat.

 

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Standing up to add her voice, Cindy Ndlovu, Zanele’s niece confessed that she has a lot to say. She admitted that she is thankful for the opportunity to be part of the book launch.

“I wish there were more people here today, because the is this knowledge that I’m getting today which they don’t have, leading to them being negative towards LGBTI people. I wish I could step outside and scream for them to come inside.” Said Cindy.

It was her first time attending an LGBTI event, and pleaded to be invited again.

“I have learnt so much, I didn’t even know the term butch lesbian.

We should be included in more programs so that we can be educated and we can educate fellow heterosexuals,” ended Cindy.

Snacks, wine, and drinks were then brought out and people served themselves and continued their conversation in the candle lit room, before dispersing and calling it a night.

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Related links to Faces and Phases (2006-2014)

 

 

2014 Dec. 9: Exclusive book launch of Faces and Phases in Amsterdam

 

 

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2014 Nov. 26: Faces and Phases mini book launch @ RFSL, Stockholm

 

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2014 Nov. 7: Faces and Phases (2006 – 2014) book launch in Johannesburg

 

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2014 Nov. 17: MoMA talk – Photos of the night

 

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2014 Nov. 17: Announcement – MoMA present two best South African artists

 

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2014 Sept. 26: Visual diary from Ulm, Germany

 

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2014 Dec. 1: “The portraits are no longer just pictures”

 

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2014 Nov. 25: Faces and Phases – embodying the freedom of being

 

 

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2014 Nov. 24: Our Photographs have been taken

 

 

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2014 Nov. 20: Book Review – Faces and Phases (2006 – 2014)

 

 

 

 

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2014 Dec. 13: Faces and Phases invokes memories

Book Review
by Kopano Sibeko

“I used to be lesbian, but now my final words are on a tombstone, because he showed me the power of a man. I could never love that, so I killed myself because I knew I could never stand corrected”.

 

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Andiswa Dlamini (2014) featuring in Faces series…

 

As I read that piece by Andiswa Dlamini, I imagined all the faces uttering those phases of their lives. I realized how oblivious we would be to the pain of each individual because we would not know how they look like.  We would not know of their existence. And lastly we would not know their realities. That poem tells a tale of the ever so aging story of a black lesbian, yet in all its growth, it still remains the same. Faces and Phases has since 2006, demonstrated these realities.

Zanele Muholi’s Faces and Phases 2006-14 embodies so much benevolence, it captures the ironic personification of freedom, as she’s been assumed to exist in South Africa.
The book tells us short stories of black lesbians and Trans-men across the globe, exemplifying that as far apart as their worlds may seem, there’s consistency in the existence of sexual orientation and gender expression.

Faces and Phases 2006-14 shares with us the beauty and talents of lesbian women and trans(wo)men coupled with the political injustices that the world has fed us. Muholi’s work is not only historic, but very revolutionary in recording images that will prove our existence, when there’s a new world order.

Muholi’s work depicts and projects the struggles that we as homosexual women and trans individuals  have faced (still face) and in the same breath shows the milestones we have overcome and all our achievements amidst all the pain. Muholi’s book shows that breaking the chains of homophobia and transphobia, is not an event, it’s a process.

In this book, Muholi demonstrates different kinds of activism, from visual, poetical to artistic. This has allowed participants to be themselves and echo the voices within themselves that the world has always silenced.

On a light note, I flipped through the book and laughed on all the memories I’ve made with some of the faces in this book (ex’s and friends). Personally, this book will be treated as an album to show my children and their children some of the people that have channelled my growth.

“They might swear at us as much as they want to, beat us up, rape us and murder us, but they won’t get our souls. Our inner beauty will remain and it will be expressed in every special way”. In the end it is in these words by Pearl Mbali Zulu where you see the artistry in volumes of what Muholi has conceived.

 

 

Previous Faces and Phases (2006-2014) book reviews

 

 

2014 Dec. 1: “The portraits are no longer just pictures”

 

 

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2014 Nov. 25: Faces and Phases – embodying the freedom of being

 

 

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2014 Nov. 24: Our Photographs have been taken

 

 

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2014 Nov. 20: Book Review – Faces and Phases (2006 – 2014)

 

 

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2014 Dec. 14: The kiss that moved the church

© Photo by Charmain Carrol @ VMCI – Johannesburg

Camera used:  Canon 60D with 75-300 mm lens

 

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What: Bathini Dambuza & Portia Dludlu’s engagement ceremony
Union blessed by Pastor Mazibuko

 

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“I always prayed to get married at the age of 30. I also wanted to look like a Princess on this special day…”

– Bathini Dambuza-Dludlu

 

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2014 Dec. 9: Exclusive Book Launch of Faces and Phases in Amsterdam

Hosted by

ZAM Magazine in Amsterdam, Netherlands

Where:  ZAM, Tussen de Bogen 66,  Haarlemmerplein
Tuesday, December 9 at 5:00pm

photos by Valerie Thomas and Frederico 

 

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2014 Nov. 26: Faces and Phases mini book launch @ RFSL, Stockholm

 

 

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2014 Nov. 7: Faces and Phases (2006 – 2014) book launch in Johannesburg

 

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2014 Nov. 17: MoMA talk – Photos of the night

 

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2014 Nov. 17: Announcement – MoMA present two best South African artists

 

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2014 Sept. 26: Visual diary from Ulm, Germany

 

 

 

 

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2014 Dec. 7: Queen of Bhozi – eVosloorus

Everyone and everything has a nickname in this town and that’s how we roll
Umagriza means granny
Awuti means man

We have many signs that we use to greet or call someone
tjovitjo….awe…zithini lapho
It might be a whistle, a hand shake and or rhyme
This is our way of showing respect for one another
It’s how we represent iBhozi kasi lam’ kasi

To you my lady I say queen of London
To you dark woman, I say dindi, Seshi, thambo lenyoka wena skillen bone
Inyama emnandi esethanjeni

To you skinny woman I say, slenda never gets tired – gets tired by mistake
You are a grown up woman now regardless of your height yes woman you are tall
When I call you in the street you turn around and hold your hip
Opening wide your feet to balance your body
Blaze of fire keeping your face glowing
I will just say keep your head up high

Your black hair covers your brown skin to give it a dark shade here and there
Your eyes completes the model in you and your legs shining out of a natural fat
Should I talk about the way you move or what you move inside me when I look at you?
Queen of Bhozi eVosloorus

In your eyes I see a humble, wise and down to earth woman
I know you will make us proud and yourself happy
Do what you do best, move like a snake
Take that crown because it belongs to you
Live your mark everywhere you go
Queen of Bhozi eVosloorus.

© Vania Cruz Maoze
07/12/2014

Previous by Vania

2014 Oct. 29: “I always avoided fights”

                              

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2014 Dec. 7: My eight weeks at Market Photo Workshop doing FC

by Smanga Shange

Being at Market Photo Workshop was the best thing that ever happened to me, not only did I learnt about photography, I also found myself a new family – my classmates, my first real contacts in the media world’.
Those are some of the thoughts I have when I think about the Foundation Course (FC) in Photography that I completed at the Market Photo Workshop (MPW) in August 2014.

The 8 week course enhance ones technical ability; it also exposed students to different possibilities. It sure has shown me the power of the camera, that anything is possible when I have the camera in my hand. Although it is fun, there is definitely no time for playing.

The first week of the course was not so intense; we were introduced to the camera and the history of photography. We are also given a brief for our first assignment – visual elements. Reflecting on my approach upon that assignment, I couldn’t help but laughed at myself. I took the direct approach; I photographed things as they were the obvious that is. The purpose of the assignment was to see the different elements an image might have, those being; lines, shapes, texture and patterns.

Part of my challenges was producing a photo essay – a series or set of images that explore a certain concept or tell a story – based on what my home means to me. So the assignment was called ‘Home’. You should bear in mind that I had no experience of storytelling, let alone through images. My mind was still filled with the idea of storytelling through video. I titled my home series ‘Moving into a new space’.
The title speaks for itself, really; in that photo essay I photographed the newness of the space and how awkward it felt. This was portrayed by the emptiness of the space and how it was not personalized.

My fifth assignment was called ‘South African Photographer’ where I had to somewhat replicate a photo essay of a famous photographer. It also entailed writing essays about how my photo essay relates to the photographer’s. This assignment was fun; it was where my photographic skills came to play. I chose Thabiso Sekgala’s ‘Homeland’. Homeland is a series about rural areas, specifically the North West Province and Mpumalanga. Sekgala looks at how people and places construct themselves in a time of political change.

My photo essay was about Alexandra, a township situated in the north of Johannesburg. I looked at what happens to the township when people move to the city in pursuit of better jobs. Amongst all my assignments, this was the one I enjoyed the most and I did good on it.

And then came our final crit – it was the time when we applied the knowledge we’ve accumulated from the past 8 weeks. I was pleased with how the family and I had handled the situation. Let me explain; the crit was on Thursday and Friday 28 – 29 August 2014 and out of 12 students, each one of us had to print 24 images using only one printer. After which we had to mount every single image, and then put them up on the wall for what we called a ‘Mini Exhibition’. All of the preparations started on Tuesday the 26th August.

I am proud to report that all of us went into our finals ready and well prepared. My class had no drop-outs, everyone qualified for the final crit, we all passed and there were no resubmissions. So I can’t wait for Intermediate Course in Photography starting on the 14th of January 2015.

 

Smanga Shange,  in Alexandra Johannesburg (2014) featuring in Faces and Phases series.

Smanga Shange, in Alexandra Johannesburg (2014) featuring in Faces and Phases series.

 

Biography

Smanga was born as Simangele Shange in 1992. She is the second born into a family of 6. She lives in Alexandra township with her mom (who is a single parent) and her 4 siblings. Shange was raised and educated in Alexandra, a township north of Johannesburg considered as one of the poorest townships in South Africa. She completed her matric in 2009 at Alexandra High School. She then went on to do a short course in Information Technology level 01 in 2010. Shange loves Mathematics and Biology and has won awards for those subjects.

Shange started working as a general worker at a telecommunications company called Contract Kitting – now trading as an engineering company, CK Solutions – at Kyalami in December 2010, she was promoted to storeman in November 2012. She worked as a storeman until she decided to quit and pursue her interests in Information technology and photography in 2013.

Shange was part of an organization founded by Zanele Muholi called ‘Inkanyiso’. Inkanyiso is an online space that documents issues that relate to queer activities in South Africa.

 

 

Smanga & Maureen at the 2014 Soweto Pride.

Smanga & Maureen at the 2014 Soweto Pride.

Shange was introduced to photography by Maureen Majola when they attended Zanele Muholi’s exhibition – Of Love and Loss at the Stevenson Gallery in 2014 February 14th. Shange has completed a foundation course in photography at the Market Photo Workshop and is interested in documentary photography. She is passionate about storytelling especially telling stories about her place of birth, Alexandra.

 

 

 

 

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